You smiled at me and I hid
Behind a curtain of hair
When I saw you in the lobby
I steered myself to the library
I fought the temptation until
I eventually gave in to you
You told me you were crazy
About me and wanted to be
Together and after much
Consideration I nodded OK
It was great until you were
Done with me and called it
Quits and now I'm left spending
Half of my time thinking about
How much I love you, and the
Other half wishing I had
Never met you
6:12am
I've had my pjs on for hours
But I'm just now crawling into bed
Another late night, it's my old routine
Tiptoeing through the kitchen
For my midnight binger
Cereal, fruit, yogurt
Nothing satisfies me
Freud would say:
Oral fixation
The first rays of morning
are painting the sky
Birds are singing
outside my window
I can hear my parents
down the hall
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Love and Heartbreak by LAPoetry-n-Photo, literature
Literature
Love and Heartbreak
It started with a look, a smile, a flirt
I wasn't looking for a boyfriend
But there you were, so perfect
Or so I thought
I gave myself to you
In all the ways one can
Heart, mind, body, and soul
I let you in
I started including you
In my thoughts, dreams, and plans
And letting you in to my crazy little world
Because I loved you
You were my first
My first kiss, my first lover, my first equal
My first heartbreak
And you probably won't be my last
Because despite the fact that I'm so scared
To ever open myself up and trust someone again
I have so much left to give
And so much I want to receive